Showing posts with label God. Show all posts
Showing posts with label God. Show all posts

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Lead Me Lord, I Will Follow

December of 2010, I had been unemployed for 6 months. My home had just been broken into for the second time. I knew that God had His hand on me, and that everything would be ok. After all, my son and I were still in great health. It was very difficult, but I kept my faith that things would be different very soon, as in, the new year. I began looking for an apartment with no job, but I wasn't staying there. One apartment manager asked if my mom was interested in a site manager position. My mom wasn't interested, but I was! Oh I NEEDED that job. It included and apartment as part of the salary. I called about it from before Christmas until I got the postion on MLK Day. Ive never felt so much like a stalker, by the way! In all of that month's waiting time, I begged God for this job. Begged, begged, begged. But about a week before I received the news, my heart and intentions changed. As bad as I needed that job and that apartment, I began looking at the reasons they needed me, a servent of God. "Look at the opportunity I would have there, God", I would tell Him. "There are so many kids there, Im sure. Working with kids is my gift from You, let me use that there!!" I kept my promise to my Lord. Now, I didn't go in there with a bang or anything. No, "Hi, I am Ms. Brittany, and Jesus died for you, so come to church with me!" Nothing like that! It actually took a while and began with Caden inviting two little boys to church (RA's) on Wednesday nights. Then any kid that was outside when we were leaving we would have them go and ask their moms and then they would join us. In June, the church asked if they could have the VBS kickoff at our apartments. They came over and provided sno cones and hot dogs, along with a Bible story and a craft. After that, they began bringing the church bus over on Wednesday evenings to pick up the children. When the school year began, the church changed kids choir to be on Wed evenings as well. This was a great change that gave these kids an opportunity to learn how worship Him. So now, the bus comes at 4:30, they play in the gym a bit, have choir at 5, eat about 6, and have RA's, GA's, and Mission Friends at 6:30 and leave about 7:45. I always tell them when they get off of the bus to finish their homework, so that they'll only have to take showers when they get home! Yes, I want to be all of their Mamas! They are faithfully out waiting at 4:00, asking when the bus is coming for "Bible Study", as they call it! It makes my heart happy when there is a bus full of loud kids, so excited to go to church. See, kids inviting kids to church is very, very dear to me. I am a strong believer in the following: kid invites kid to fun Wed night church, kid has so much fun and wants to come back on Sun morning service, kid hopefully asks the Lord into their heart, or just loves it so much that the parents then want to come and see what all this is about, or maybe just to support their kid in their decision. There you go, of course you pray for these kids and their parents throughout. My story is very similiar. I did not grow up in chuch, I went with Becca. Then I went in youth and always known that I wanted my family to be in church. I am sorry this is so long, I just had to give a good background!

One Wednesday evening, I was not able to help with GA's because Shane was coming to get some things from my apartment. When I returned to get Caden, I was told that 8 boys had recieved Christ as their Savior. I died. I went from a normal chat, to crying my eyes out and NOT being able to stop when learning that 3 of which were MY boys. And another was a very close friends son. I tried to talk to the boys and tell them I was proud of them, but I was SOBBING. I can not begin to explain to you what it feels like to have the Holy Spirit come over you. It is an experience like no other. I just start crying and can not stop.  I feel so close to God in those moments. If you have never had one, you probably do not understand the changes in my life. I pray that you may have one, and feel this way soon. After the three experiences like this I have had this year, -one being when I received the job offer, one Im not ready to share, and the other is this news about the kids- I will NEVER leave my Lord. He has blessed me beyond measure this year, all because I have been faithful to Him and I am ready for anything He may ask of me. I will follow. It will NOT be easy, tragedies will come, I will be hurt more, but I will always look to Him as my Guide.

Malichi is the first kid that made an impression on me. He is such a gentleman. He is not shy at all, and never fails to ask, "How are you doing today?" He made the decision to follow Christ that evening. He has since then been going to Sunday morning services, with or without me! He was baptized last Sunday along with 3 other boys from our church. I. AM. SO. PROUD. OF. HIM. Please pray that these kids from the complex will continue to seek the Lord even when I am gone. Please pray that they will continue to seek Him when they are grown. The seed has been planted and I give God the glory!!!!!

So happy!!

With his family

With Ms. Patricia, our neighbor

This gets my heart everytime.

I am so proud of you!!


Thursday, September 1, 2011

Thankful Thursday



As I was laying in Caden's bed yesterday morning, snuggling with him before waking him up, I was just thinking about how different my life is from last year at this time. I have posted about this before, so I dont feel the need to go in to details. I was just amazed at how things have turned around so quickly, and are better than I could have ever imagined. Through everything that was happening in my life, I had a peace about it that some may think is very strange. I knew that there was no use in crawling in my bed and crying until things got better, even though that is exactly what I wanted to do. I filled my time with Caden and his activities, church, and my friends. I knew that God had bigger plans for us, and that they had to be just around the corner. That is where that peace came from, my faith. All I could think about yesterday morning was, "Who would have thought at the beginning of this year that I would have someone like Shane. Someone that we are so comfortable with and loves us for who we are." We are all three happier than we have ever been, and all it took was a little lot of patience. I am so excited about what else is in store for us! This chapter in our lives is just getting started! Thank you to everyone that stood by Caden and I when things weren't so great! Thank you Jesus, for loving us unconditionally and holding us when we were to weak to stand on our own!



Thursday, July 28, 2011

Thankful Thursday

I am going to start participating in "Thankful Thursday" over at  Blissfully Burton. This is her first week, so the linky tool isnt quite ready yet. I have just recently ran across this blog and become a follower.

I wont always be so serious but since it is the first week, it wouldnt feel right not starting of with the things I am most thankful for!

My Salvation- I am so undeserving of God's love for me, I am thankful that He sent His son to die for me and my sins. I am very thankful that my relationship with Him has grown tremendously in the past year. And so thankful that Caden is following in the same path. I am also thankful for my church.


My Caden- He keeps me at my best. Everything I do is for him. I want to give him the best and most memorable childhood possible. I am thankful for his silly personality that keeps me laughing. We have grown so much together and I hope it continues. I have so much more to say, but every other blog post is about that so we will move along!



Family- I am thankful for my wonderful family all 837483748 of them! I could pick up the phone at any moment and they would each be there for me!
Mama!

Shane- I am oh so so so thankful for this wonderful man! How many ways I can not tell you my life has changed because of him. I am thankful for his sweet and kind heart. I am thankful for our humor that we have together. There could not a better man! However, I am mostly thankful for his relationship with Caden.




Sweet cousins- I am so thankful for Palyn, I could scream because I miss her so bad! I am thankful that she and Caden are so close even though they dont see each other often. And I am very thankful that we will be seeing her next weekend!


I am thankful for the opportunity to go on this trip very soon!


I am very thankful for all of my blessings in my life, I could write all night long! I didnt forget all of my wonderful friends that I am thankful for, as well as my awesome job! In this moment, I am very thankful for this weekend at the lake with friends! Next week, Ill have a lighter list for you! Have a great weekend!